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Short History of Pets

        

        

         Girl had a dog that bit people.

         Bit the bread lady and the girl

         from up the street.  Bit the gas man.

         Girl came home one day

         and the dog was gone.

         Asked mother and father

         where the dog went.

         They told her they took the dog

         to the Vet and the Vet found

         a new home for the dog.

         The girl missed the dog but thought

         of the dog in her new yard, some new

         children.  Girl knew the dog

         was dead.  Saw you could believe

         two things at once.

         Dog is alive.  Dog is dead.

         Mother and father sleep

         in their bed, and daughter sits up

         thinking of the dog happy

         in her new home.

         She sees how important the story

         she tells herself is.

         It's a good story.

         Girl remembers the dog's

         pink tongue.  Thinks of that tongue

         licking a new palm

         in a new home.  Dog under the table

        eating what the new kids

         won't eat. It's an easy thing.

         You take a bite of food,

         then wipe your mouth

         with your napkin.

         You stick the food in the napkin.

         Then put your hand

         in your lap, politely.

         Open the napkin for the dog.

         Let the dog eat what gags you.




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Meter Maid

 

We dreamed God would be like that.

Ticket master.  Meter Maid. Dominatrix.

God with a gun in her hand. Ruler. Staff. Belt.

Gives you the ticket at your own back door.

Won’t stop writing it though you’re standing right there.

Though you’re pleading and begging.  Rules is rules.

She writes it because she started to and she can’t stop

once she started.  It’s that kind of God we’ve got in mind.

Like a rock rolling down hill.  Once it starts, it can’t stop.

A God with standards.  A true God.  Good to her word.

Flies the helicopter up and down the neighborhood

at 3 a.m., searchlight shining down alley by alley

looking for one of us, but then what?  The light

falls on you and you stop.  You stand still. You’ve been

found and you like it.  There you are in the great

circle of light.  We want to be caught.  That sort of God.

Tells you, stop right where you are, and you do.





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Comfort Zone

 

 

Who meant to stay here this long?  Anywhere.  This job.  This

comfort zone as my colleague calls it.  Tells me she’s growing

her hair a bit to get out of her comfort zone.  Fluer de lis.

Montezuma sounding on the computer-generated carillon,

 

its loud speaker perched on top of the concrete bunker

of building C, and the woman yesterday opening the bathroom door

with her hands carefully gloved in brown paper towels.

Who thought we could live this long? Get this worried.  Be this

 

stupid.  Go square like this.  I meant to stay out of it.  Janis

downstairs 30 years after her death begging some bad boy

to take another piece of her heart, and sort of buzzed, I go down,

I dance and shout with her. You know you got it, if it makes

 

you feel good I sing word for word, the dance steps

perfect if you can call my kind of dancing, dancing.

 

 


Otherwise Obedient

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Exile

                         

 

That hollow sound a dog makes,

that fret and tear at the morning.

And your voice yesterday evening

up on the hill calling the lost cat.

Two syllables floating through the woods

back down to me. You say you have no

singing voice, but the notes were pure.

On pitch.  Melodious.

I listened to you calling the cat and I stared

at the racks of flowers in your garden.

Petal, stamen, bud in evening light.

As if what you’d left behind had flowered.

The country you might never see again--

Burst of yellow flowers.

Red poppies splayed open; roses

climbing to the second floor window,

that dalliance at the center.

It’s the beauty of loss.

The pretty of it, the pure stem.

What we do to shore up rotten planks,

that hole in the world through which

what might go does go and keeps on going.

There should be some sort of lock-down

to keep what we love in one place.

Keep that choir from coming towards us through the trees.

           

                                                                              (for Nina)